Derridada

I am totally and hopelessly lost in this chapter. I was mentally flailing about while reading it, and am utterly confused as to what he is talking about. The whole discussion of time is beyond my comprehension. I can't wait for class tomorrow; maybe then I'll understand about all the "primordial time," and "I-as-having-been," and " within-time-ness." And aside from that, maybe he'll explain, in terms I can understand, how this relates to deconstruction, because I've definitely lost that thread.